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"What Are You Looking At, You White People?"  .  79

       tions  taking place between children were multifaceted and  ranged in
       emotional tenor  from  lighthearted and teasing to crabby to  plain mean
       and  angry. Despite the  range and  complexity of all that  went  on  in the
       lunchroom,  I never saw kids get out  of hand in regard  to  trading  food,
       giving  it  away,  or  receiving it  as  a  gift.  Their  desires,  so  openly  ex-
       pressed, nevertheless remained contained  and controlled overall.

       Going  Downtown
       A couple of weeks  before  Christmas I took  Tionna  and  Natalia  shop-
       ping. Though  the event was  engineered by me—I provided the money
       and  opportunity to make the trip—the girls ran  the  show.  A partial ac-
       count of Tionna  and  Natalia's  trip provides a view of how  highly com-
       plex an  afternoon downtown  was  for these children. By the  time they
       were ten years old, Tionna  and  Natalia, like many of their  peers, were
       allowed to go downtown  by themselves, and  did so regularly.

       The second we walked out of Tionna's  house,  she pulled out a tube of  lipstick
       that  belonged to Natalia. They both stopped  to put the lipstick  on,  looking at
       their faces in the sideview  mirrors of parked cars and taking quite a bit of time
       getting it on just right. None of their caretakers wanted them wearing makeup.
       As we walked along Prospect Street toward downtown they began making  up
       a  song  to the tune  of  "Jingle Bells" that  goes like this: "Mario, Mario, raped
       Barbie  all day long /  Batman  tried to save the day but Luigi got her anyway!"
       (Luigi and Mario are Nintendo video-game characters.)  Then they  made  up a
       sort of  rap to sing  as we walked, a call-and-response chant  they traded off
       singing,  "Hey  hey,  hey hey,  I'm walking too fast now I got some cramps,  I'm
       walking too fast so I got some cramps."  This changed and evolved into  several
       different variations, all of them loud and interspersed with squawks and giggles.
          Entering the mall, the girls spotted a boy from their  class and chased  after
       him, calling his name. He was on the escalator going up to the second floor and
       they were hot on his heels, but they  lost sight of  him.  I suggested going to the
       food court to make a game plan, but I quickly learned that the game  plan was
       that there  was no game plan, except to spot some cute boys  and follow  them.
          Sitting at a table in the second-floor  food court, the girls watched  closely as
       three  boys wandered through and  sat by the windows overlooking the town
       green.  "I dare you to go over and talk to them and I ain't comin'," Tionna  said to
       Natalia.  "They  ugly!" Natalia  shot back.  "Well, one is a yellow light,"  Tionna
       answered, appraising them. Tionna  explained to me that a "green light"  is an
       ugly boy, a "yellow light"  is a medium-looking one,  and a  "red  light"  is cute.
         A  man standing  near  us was wearing a  baseball  jacket with a  complex
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