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THE BODY AS    PAN-CULTURAL      UNIVERSAL           97

              on  inwardness,  the  initial  darkness  begins  to  dissipate.  We  begin  seeing
              into  the  darkness.  The  space  within becomes  luminous. What was  initially
              dark  is  no  longer  dark.  It  is  as  if  the  Ught that  is  normally  cast  upon the
              open  eye  continues  inward  to  the  point  that  the  eye  no  longer  either
              searches  for  one  of  its  customary  objects  or  illuminates  afterimages.  The
              flutterings  of  the  eye  subside.  The  light  within  is  felt  rather  than  seen.

                                          *  «  «  :i(  «

                When  our  open  eyes  meet  the  open  eyes  of  another,  the  experience
              of  eyes  as  mystic  circles  is  potentially  as  great.  This  is  because  the  eyes
              of  others  are  the  locus  of  their  mystery  as  persons.  We  know  in  a
              thoroughly intuitive  way  that  we  have  the  possibility  of  experiencing  them
              as  entrance  to a  tactile-kinesthetic  world  similar  to  our own, a  world each
              of  us  calls  "my  body."  What  is  the  nature  of  this  possible  experience  of
              another?  Again,  I  ask  you  to  verify  a  brief  descriptive  analysis,  this  time
              by  actually  meeting  the  eyes  of  another  person  with  your  own.


                                          «  «  4t  «  *

                The  eye  of  the  other  is  a  circle,  the first  circle  we  experience.  We
             endow the visual—the  circle  that we  see—^with a  tactile-kinesthetic  reality.
              We  meet  the  eyes  of  another  and  immediately  apprehend  a  rounded
              form  leading to  that  inside  space  which is  another  person.  Our  own sense
             of  inwardness  that  is  immediate  upon closing  our eyes  is  the  ground upon
             which  the  inwardness  of  the  other  is  appresented.  Correlatively,  we  see
              reflected  in  that  same  experience  the  nature  of  our  own  bodily  being.
             Transferring  onto  our  own  body  the  visual  form  that  we  perceive  before
             us,  we  apperceive  the  circular  form  as  part  of  ourselves.  We  thus  endow
              the  tactile-kinesthetic  with  a  visual  reality.  We  appropriate  circles  as  part
             of  our  own  bodily  being,  circles  not  as  mere  geometric  forms  but  as
             bodily  forms  resonant  with  the  mystery  of  life.  Our  eyes,  like  the  eyes  of
             others,  are  apperceived  as  circles  of  light,  circles  leading  to  insides.
                Of  course  the  eyes  we  see  can  also  be  in  and  of  themselves  semanti-
             cally  potent.  The  eyes  of  another  can  stop  us  in  their  tracks;  they  can
             pierce  us;  they  can  magnetize  us;  they  can  invite  us.  They  can  do  all  of
             these  things  because  the  mystic  circle  is  itself  alive.  Indeed,  that  it moves
             and  has tactile values  is  part  of  its  mystery.  It  constricts, glistens, hardens,
             widens,  turns  vacant, flits about.  Though I  do  not  actually  see  the  circles
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