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98                MAXINE   SHEETS-JOHNSTONE

              that  are  my  eyes  widen  in  curiosity,  grow  vacant  in  boredom,  flit  in
              discomfort,  constrict  in  fright,  glisten  in  rapture,  harden  in  anger,  I  know
              the feel  of  all  of  these  mystic  circles.  I  know  their  dynamics. I  have  a  felt
              bodily  sense  of  their  meaning.  Thus, when  I  see  the  mystic  circles  which
              are  the  eyes  of  another, I  intuitively  recognize  their  expressive  character.
                When   I  go  beyond  the  intuited  qualitative  meaning  of  the  mystic
              circles—their  curiosity,  apprehension,  or  boredom,  for  example—toward
              the  density which  is  the  full  bodily presence  of  the  other,  I  allow  my own
              seeing  eyes  a  greater  space  of  vision  beyond  me.  To  the  degree  that  I
              begin  to  fathom  the  mysterious  interior  of  the  other,  I  let  go  of  my  own
              inwardness.  I  cannot,  after  all,  be  in  two  places  at  once:  either  I  stay
              centered  inside  the  circles  of  my  own  being  or  I  expand  the  boundaries
              of  those  circles  toward  the  other.  To  the  degree  I  enter  into  the  mystic
              circle  of  the  other,  there  is  an  ebbing  of  my  own  felt  bodily  sense  and
             a  growing  sense  of  the  mystic  inwardness  of  the  other,  an  inwardness
              that  remains  dark,  that  is  not  illuminated  by  momentary  flashes  of  light
             or  by  images,  but  that  is  pregnant  with  the  rich,  interminable,  awesome
             density  of  another  being.

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                 Eyes  are  organs  of  sight;  but  they  are  also  organs  of  social  relation-
             ship.  They are  the  privileged  site  of  our contact with  others.  Fundamental
             aspects  of  our  intercorporeal  semantics  are  rooted  in just  such  aspects  of
             ourselves,  in  our being  the bodies we  are.  Because  we  tend  to  forget  that
             an  intersubjectivity  is  first  and  foremost  an  intercorporeality,  we  tend  to
             forget  that  meanings  are  articulated  by  living  bodies.  Common  linguistic
             and  conceptual  focus  is  in  fact  wrongly  placed:  an  intersubjectivity  is
             more  properly  conceived  and  labelled  an  intercorporeality.  We  are  there
             for  each  other  first  of  all  in  the  flesh.  An  understanding of  intercorporeal
             archetypal  meanings  demands  that  we  recognize  this  fact  It  demands
             secondly that we  recognize  the  seenness  of  each  other  and  the  communal
             somatic  verities  that  go  with  that  seenness.  Third,  it  demands  that  we
             recognize  not  merely  what we do  as  forms  of  life,  but recognize  ourselves
             as  a  form  of  life.
                With  further  respect  to  an  intercorporeal  semantics, we  tend  to  forget
             that  the  perceived  world  is  akeady  alive  with  significations,  that  it  is  not
             dead  and  inert  until  we  christen  things  with  names,  or  indeed,  as  if  we
             christen  things  into  being  by  giving  them  a  name.  As  the  previous
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